Life Lately

             

Life kind of has a way of sneaking up and catching me my surprise. Lately I’ve felt like that a lot. My life seems so different now than three months ago. It’s hard. When changes come except them and find the joy even when you feel like curling up into a little ball and sobbing your eyes out.

It amazes me that whenever I feel left out or when I am going through a hard time in my life that God ALWAYS bring someone/something into my life to bless me & give me courage that life will not always be hard. what I am facing right now is only for a moment. 

One of my friends resently told me that “change is a terrible thing when your life is wonderful but it’s also hope when we are going through a tough time.”

As I thought about that I realized how true that really is. I am humbled how much God does care and desire that we live a abundant life. Recently  I have been feeling discouraged. So much change has happed to me in the last year & im kinda of just realizing how much that affected me. For instance one of my best friends moved away *sobs*  and for a while I was like “wow I really don’t have that many close friends” . That was hard cause I am a little social bug. Haha I LOVE hanging out with my friends exc.. and then it was like all my friends were gone....

                                    

                                                  (me be like...Weeping in the rain)



and I was like.. whoa what just happened & for a while it was really hard (some days it still is) but I realized that while I may not have a TON of friends where I live I have family a days drive away that are always up for a last minuet adventure or a fun weekend. And some that live farrrrr away, I get little random messages from them and honestly that makes my day. I realized the other day how many people God has placed in my life!!! And I’m just like wow. Even when I feel alone I’m not. I believe that God has placed the people you need in your live. Sometimes it just takes a bit for us to notice who that person is.

So allllll of that rambling to say that GOD WILL PROVIDE & so many times when we look back it’s like WOW God thank you for that valley I walked through because I now see what you were doing (and even if we don’t know why) we can still rest in the promise that we are never alone ;) I think that’s pretty fantastic.

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Words to the song Not for a Moment by Meredith Andrews comes to mind.

After all You are constant

After all You are only good

After all You are sovereign

Not for a moment will You forsake me

THOUGHTS? CAN YOU RELATE TO WHAT I WAS SAYING + HAVE YOU EVER LISTENED TO THE GREATEST SHOWMEN SOUND TRACK?? (Its awesome)